This my cancer journey from diagnosis through treatment to beyond. It’s part of my coping mechanism and an essential part of yours
Day 37: D Day!
Well it’s the day of my op and I feel like I have hardly slept!! Leave here at 06:30 so not long to go - might as well stay up.
Day 36: Painful breast … one more day!
Left breast is actually becoming painful now so looking forward to surgery and ridding myself of this tumour.
Day 35: Bloody False Alarm
Hospital rang me at 0730am to say that op moving to today. Rearranged everything all work etc then they rang at 4pm to say it’s Friday again.
Day 34: No sleep again
Terrible sleep again … it's really getting me down now. A lot to do today and not sure how on absolutely no sleep!!!!
Day 33: No sleep again
When I started this I was waking with high anxiety & worry. Now I wake up tired but OK. At night however I am exhausted but my mind is busy!
Day 32: The face of cancer, Chinese food, and Maverick
Thought I looked good last night!? Keep wanting to say ‘This is the face of cancer’ as in … you just can’t tell … from looking at me on the surface.
Day 31: Coronation and trampolining
Just seen King Chaz be crowned! Later I went on a trampoline …. actually that made me feel a bit sick. LOL!
Day 30: Making uninformed decisions
I have a lot on my mind. I keep thinking, 'have I done the right thing re my breast and no reconstruction?'
Day 29: Plastic surgeons and chocolate cake
Mum made me a chocolate cake, bless her. Have an appointment at hospital with the plastic surgeon
