Day 11: Rollercoaster

Niamh’s 25th birthday today!!

Yesterday was up and down. I started the day in tears….not good. No gym, walked bear.

Spoke to my Uncle Bob. He is going to calm my mum down after I tell her today.

He was telling me I should give up ALL sugar….what a pain! Apparently cancer cells feed on sugar.

Having thought about this yesterday I am going to minimise it. I feel at the moment I want to have 1 thing a day with sugar in it.
I ate very well yesterday. Made some soup for lunch, bought a deliciously Ella book from the charity shop and made a tomato and a mushroom dish for tea with scrambled eggs.

It was a lovely sunny day yesterday…we sat out on the patio. I had a 0% gin and tonic.

We rang Bob and Michelle. We are going to meet them for a drink in the pub tonight.
I am going to research a man that my Uncle told me about yesterday who believes chemo is not good for us. I am going to try and avoid it.

Still undecided about reconstruction. I am feeling much calmer again today. My emotions are going up and down.