Day 30: Making uninformed decisions
I have a lot on my mind. I keep thinking, 'have I done the right thing re my breast and no reconstruction?'
Day 29: Plastic surgeons and chocolate cake
Mum made me a chocolate cake, bless her. Have an appointment at hospital with the plastic surgeon
Day 28: Podcast and cancer cures
Watched a lot on YouTube about Chris cures cancer. Recorded a podcast about cancer yesterday
Day 27: Starving the parasite
It’s a parasite. Trying to starve it of what it needs! Need a name for my tumour???? Miss Lightburn?? (Stern headmistress at school!)
Day 26: AAAHHHHHH
I have worked so hard this past couple of years to get my 6 pillars up and maintain them. All that is going out the window
Day 25: Another meltdown and a Latte
Had a meltdown yesterday. Went to the gym and managed 25 mins then started to cry
Day 24: Weight loss and disgusting hair again
Feeling very tired again a lot of the time. Also lost a lot of weight. Must wash hair - a week since I washed it!!
Day 23: Language barriers and large tumours
Plastic surgeon was Spanish and I struggled to understand her. She wore a mask, I couldn’t lip read. They say I have a very large tumour.
