Day 8: D Day

13/04/2023 6:17 am

Honey bee hovering above a field of flowersI slept well. Thanks to Nytol! Grateful for Nytol. Grateful I did my course …. 3 things that have been extremely helpful to me the last week:
Meditation, Journaling and Exercise. I urge you to try them!
 
So today is D day! I am praying those biopsies are back. The thought of waiting longer again is not a good one. I must remember to ring radiology for a CT scan cancellation. Might get one before Monday.
I have weirdly consumed less sugary things the last week….maybe my subconscious trying to tell me to eat more healthy stuff. I have always had a good diet as I have Crohn’s Disease. I am trying extra hard in this area though.
 
I am looking forward to the weekend….. no kids and some peace. It will be lovely to just be the 2 of us for a day or 2. It’s good I am still looking forward to things.
One thing I did find out on a cancer group last night is that even if your lymph nodes are clear cancer can still have spread…..that is a bit concerning.
Also some people had a lumpectomy for 5cm tumour…mine is 63mm so maybe that’s an option although I would rather be safe than sorry and have both breasts removed.
Anyway not much to say I am going to the gym this morning and walking Bear before my appointment. Keeping busy not sitting around.
One more thing my son said yesterday at dinner I am too thin and need to eat more. I eat plenty…. I do exercise a lot. Did cross my mind that maybe I have lost extra weight due to cancer??
My mind keeps going off on a tangent…..silly brain always in a problem solving mode!
Bye for now. Today is a big day! Xx